my temp hav once again hit another high peak : 38.9 degrees

nearly 'burned' off my brain ... my whole body feels like being eaten up by the fever, having pain all over the body especially the joints ... like old ppl ... lol

the med im having sure make me feel like puking, duno why ... whenever after i finish my med, i always feel like there is smth trying to get out from my mouth ... dun really enjoy tat feeling

its a new year again ... this year is the year tat im gonna ORD. hope im able to get into a sch after i ORD. think probably i will b going ACCA ba since most of the ppl says that if u wanna b an accountant when u step into the society, its better to study accountancy at ACCA rather then other University.

hmmm ...

nvm bout tat, hope everything will get straight when the time comes. its a new year so Happy New Year again everyone ! & hope tis year will be much more better then the last year.

:)

now that christmas is over, the next holiday tat awaits us is New Year!!! hope tats lots of fun in the oncoming year ahead ...

=D

*sob*

i accidentally drop my bottle of toner & break it into half, watching all the serum flowing out from the broken bottle ...

arrrr !

looks like i gonne spend another $50 innocent money on the toner liao ...

*sob*

been having diarrhea ever since this afternoon. duno is it becos of the food i are ytd. haiz, now my body feel weak, hope is due to ytd bball & not becos of the diarrhea. hope by tme morning, i will feel better ...


x_x

today i finally bought my leather jacket at last at Zara, 1 item which i aim damn long. but the thing i hate is ... ITS THE LAST PIECE AGAIN! ever since i like the jacket, its been the last piece, even in other outlets or in other countries ( i tried a Zara shop in KL but failed too ), so this time, i finally decided to buy the jacket even if its the last piece.

haha, cost me S$129 ...

but the main purpose for coming out today was to meet my 'long-lost' fren, jieying. she hav been bz wif her Uni exams & now finally exams r over so we decided to come out & hav a little gathering at the new 313@somerset shopping mall & damn it was big ... & filled wif damn lots of ppl too ... crowded like a fish market, no ... should say worst den a fish market.

but 1 thing really stunned me, when i reached there, my buddy Ivan told me xiaozhu, meizhen & adrian not coming. i got stunned ... & the worst hav yet to come, we got news they watching the movie "bodyguard & assassin" which we were planning to watch AFTER the gathering !!! wth ... got a feeling of letting ppl 'put aeroplane'. but in the end, i still get to watch the movie wif my buddy ivan. haha, the movie was abit crappy cos i went in without knowing my history, just to watch donnie yan some action-pack moves but in the end, i saw him getting kill by a HORSE !! omg ... so unacceptable.

today we also have fabian celebrate his birthday. bought him a tiramisu cake & it taste superb. haha, & we even get get him to finally kiss the 1 he love, Belinda. hahah, something tat i think he wanted to do it in front of us for a long time. hehe ... watching him wishing a wish in front of the birthday cake, having ppl to sing him a birthday song & eating his own birthday cake ... that was something i always wanted to hav ... haiz ...

juz came back recently from my 3days - 2nights KL trip. it was tiring, hot but fun. haha, hav been being a fool & crapping the whole day for 3days in KL. haha.

we went down for shopping but i din really bough lots of stuffs. hmm, in fact i think i onli manage 2 get like 1 item for myself onli. haha. get 2 eat A&W which was announce as 'EXTINCT' in Singapore like god knows when. but actually also really nth much for the food, onli find the ROOT BEER FLOAT awesome! haha.

we went up Genting on the 2nd day of our trip. basically went into the casino 2 play. & as a beginner, i actually won abit of money ~ yippee ~ haha, beginners luck eh!

on the 3rd day, we went shopping for 1 last time & we get 2 talk 2 this salesgirl by the name of lynn, i suppose becos we managed 2 get her no. & email. haha, a very cute & adorable 16-yr old girl but too bad she's in KL.

=)

i've been at home the whole day today, damn bored. play games until sianz, watch tv until no shows, eat the food until none left. fren jio me go mahjong, but tis week i no gian for mahjong lehz. wanna go sitec but heard it was freaking crowded.

sianz

tmr is hari raya haji ... means gonna hav another long weekend ... AGAIN !! hahahaha, last week got long weekend becos of SAR off, tis week becos of public holiday !!!

ho ho ~

aint i lucky or wad *wink*

sometimes i wonder, is it really 'Love' im looking for or is it juz 'Companionship' i yearning for.

sometimes, i really hope there is someone there for me 2 lie on her shoulder when im sad or feeling down, talk to her when im lonely alone, & hug her kiss her on the forehead & say i love her.

but sometimes when i think for the long run, i began 2 scare & worry ... m i really looking for 'True Love' or juz someone i can really depend on ... ?

1 of my buddy held his bday party at Changi Aloha & god tat place was so deserted & so difficult 2 get 2. we actually walk the wrong way when we were trying 2 find the place. dun really saw alot of familiar faces rather den his family members. alot of his frens were those from JC & Uni.


we got him a razer mouse & keyboard for his bday present.



we stayed wif him till the next morning, playing cards & mj wif his brother & sister & 1 of his fren & damn was my eye damn red ... din brought my glasses, wear my contact lens the whole day & i felt as though my eyes gonna pop-out. the next day went back home, i slp like a dead pig ... omg ~ haha

went 2 cut my hair earlier in the morning. din took me too long to cut the long. the hair-dresser said my hair was long & messy when i went into the salon but to me, my hair was still alright. long ... ... dun think it is cos my camp no 1 complain; messy mayb becos i nv go style or wad tats y its messy.

after bathing, i try straightening my hair. kinda hard ... even till now, my hair ... ... i dun think its really that straight now.

i applied leave for the whole of this week becos of her ... 11 nov was her 21st birthday ... wanted to celebrate with her, give her a surprise, show her she really meant alot to me ... but in the end, i was all alone at my empty house. that's the least i had expected. din really expect tis to happen.

haha, sometimes i wonder ... is god playing a prank on me ... i mean ... let me reconcile wif her but end up in misery once more ...

hmm now more or less i hav gotten over her ... so i think its time for me to really put things down once & for all ... 

ytd juz celebrated kaixiang 21st bday ... we bought him a braun buffel wallet & another pouch for him .. sianz, next week is junwei's turn le ... wth, needa spend another dollars on another bday le ... next week is also mirri's bday ... aiyo aiyo ... totally forgot november got so many ppl de bday, tis time sure jialat jialat liao ... needa spend money until my pocket got 1 big hole liao ...

last sat, i saw tis sugar-mommy at yuki-yaki located at marina square & omfg is she hot & pretty

until now i still cant forget how hot she looks

damn ~

juz scouted a new band tat their song is quite nice ...




Band : Cartel
Specialties : good vocal, no screamo
Recommended Songs : Honestly, It Still Remains, Runaway, Typical
Recommended MV : Honestly (can b found on youtube.com)
now im listening 2 another band by the name of Sum 41. dun really know whether its nice or not ... some of the songs is still ok but for some ... ...

231009 is 1 of a friday tat i wished it wont come ... all the fridays in our sqn usually are called the 'minimum flying' day but for 2day, the flying schedule was packed, so packed it occupy almost the whole board. i was stunned when i saw the schedule the moment i reach the sqn office tis noon. but the last landing was quite early so its quite alright.
den suddenly, the weather dun look so good, so all flying were cancelled. at 1st we all tot tats kinda good news, but den we realize all the g/run still hav 2 run, which were in the evening. there is onli 2 a/c ... but wif MULTIPLY g/run !!

gg ~ 

nvm, we finish the g/run ard 1900+ ... den it was too dark for any other g/run but our fucking stubborn Mr. Encik insisted on doing another a/c. we were like ... WTF !??! & we did, 1 g/run in the night & tat was my 1st g/run in the night ...

fuck ... after tat, still need 2 drain out all the fuel which was like alr 2200+ ... wtf ... when we left, the job was still undone ...

totally exhausted

2day my man, Raphael celebrate his 21st birthday ... kinda of like a belated bday ... his actual date was 7th oct but during tat time, we were all in brunei & his parents kinda wanna make his bday a big 1 cos it's their onli son 21st bday.

they actually book 1 whole bowling alley, ard 10 lanes i suppose .. or mayb more, not quite sure abt tat ... at this place called the 'hometeamNS' or smth like tat ... lol ... dun really know the name ... going in is alr a difficult task let alone remembering the name ... lol ...

got tonnes of food, all indian food ... not saying it isn't nice its juz tat it's ABIT too spicy ... lol ... ABIT cant tahan the spicy spicy feeling ... lol ... but overall, the food is nice ... some more still got ice-cream ar ! haha ...

we din get to eat the cake, we left not long after we sang the bday song ... cos we still got work tmr ... some of them working in the morning, some the noon ... so all went back tgt ... leaving my man raphael & the rest of his frens & family members, still enjoying the party at the bowling alley ... lol

1 of my bro cheok ask me 2 go Never-Land tis sat, calling me 2 bring my sis & jasmine (my sis fren) along ... haha ... & my sis is kinda eager 2 go ... lol din really expect tat ...

omg ...
haha ...

2day, 091009 marks the last day of work in brunei ...

* calls for a celebration *

very tiring day as usual, due 2 the god damn weather ... always tis damn hot ... juz like tekong ...

hope i got some sweet & peaceful weekend for the coming 2 days ... den on monday, 

2day marks the day of our end of deck dinner, means we are closer 2 going home le !! haha, been waiting for tis day 2 come for a god damn long time le ... although the food is very normal, but still ... $15, u cant expect lots & somemore from brunei ... wad do u expect ?? lol ...
the dishes we had is some prawns, curry fishhead (my fav), some vegetables, some brewed chicken, slice pork, etc.

den after tat still got birthday cake 2 eat ... which is for those whose birthday falls in the deck, which im 1 of them too ... still got birthday song lahz, which is 1 of the part i really love when it come 2 a birthday ... duno y ... mayb its becos i hardly hear ppl singing tat 2 me ... hmm, thinking back, i hardly celebrate my birthday ...

hah ~ 
 tmr still hav 2 wake up early, working at 8am ...